pathetic

you're pathetic

you stay up late, waiting for a call
waiting in the wings, you jump at any chance
you're just a backup, the last resort
when all other relationships fail, you're the sloppy seconds...
thirds... fourths..
you say you'll be there no matter what
you would go to the ends of the earth
you get walked all over, and you don't reply
you're just being used
taken advantage of
when are you going to grow a pair,
walk away, be strong?
when are you going to realize it's not going to happen?
it's NEVER going to happen.
you're pathetic.

i think if i tell that to myself in the mirror everyday, i'll learn how to walk away from you.


[sidenote]
i wrote this last night and after today's events, i think i have a better change of listening to myself now.