Shit...

You live in me and cause me so much pain.
As disturbing as it seems,
As of this moment,
You and I are one.
You live inside of me.
Internal.
It's all my fault.
I took in as much as I could--
Despite knowing how bad of an addiction you can be.
I kept chasing after you,
Craving you,
And I let you get inside of me.
Your poison lingers in my blood,
Settles in my arteries,
Clogs up my veins.
You are the reason why my heart beats--
Slower than ever, it beats...
Slower and slower... it beats.
And it craves more of you.
And I wish I had the courage to say "NO!"
I wish I was brave enough to let you go--
To unleash the pure and uncorrupted evil
That I know you to be--
In public.
But I will wait until the time is right,
When I am at home
And no one will ever know
How much you've effected
My body, my mind...
...and my toilet.

Fuck finals food; it's all junk. LOL.